“But how will I know who my soul mate is?”
“By taking risks,” Wicca said to Brida. “By risking failure, disappointment, disillusion, but never ceasing in your search for love. As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end.”
~Paul Coelho
Friday, January 27, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
Yoyo straight in two days
So I've been hanging around with surya lately and been going to Yoyo straight in two days with these people. My sister, noer, Aries and surya. The first day was with Zu though. It was fun and intriguing in a way. Having deep thoughts conversations and also stupid ones. As if we've known each other on a long time. Some pictures from the second day meet up:)
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Quote
So, you’ll come across so many people in your life. Ones you think will stay in your life, stay with you forever. You come across people you will love, very much. But sometimes love isn’t enough to tackle all the obstacles in life and you will have to deal with the heartbreak of knowing that that person you love is gone and you’re left, alone, to try your very hardest to fall out of love. To do something you never thought you’d have to do. Just keep your head held high. Don’t let it get to you, don’t fall apart. Clear your heart and let it go. And when it comes around again, let love in. Because you never know. It’s all about having faith.
Friday, January 13, 2012
Quote
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. -Marilyn Monroe
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Day 3
Day 03: A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04: A picture of your favourite night.
Day 05: A picture of your favourite memory.
Day 06: A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07: A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08: A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09: A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10: A picture of the person you do the most crazy things with.
Day 11: A picture of something you hate.
Day 12: A picture of something you love.
Day 13: A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14: A picture of something you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15: A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16: A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18: A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19: A picture and a letter.
Day 20: A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.
Day 21: A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22: A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23: A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24: A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25: A picture of your favorite day.
Day 26: A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27: A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28: A picture of something you’re afraid of.
Day 29: A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30: A picture of someone you miss.
Yep gossip girl. My fav ever since Annaclare or was Iris introduced it to me during form 4. Hooked to it ever since and am anticipating for its latest episode season 5 episode 11:) Why is it my favorite? Because it teaches me lots of things actually. Indirectly. I'm not sure if this happens to just me but yeah. I've learnt on friendship, on trust, on love, on life, on family and also on style. I love seeing their clothes and accessories. How Serena could just pull off a messy hair up do look any day. How Blair looks absolutely poise and how she makes me feel i can be as powerful as she is if i just believe in myself. Also because i like Blake Lively and Leighton Meester, Ed Westwick and Chace Crawford :D
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
My Baby Bro
I look so tiny compared to him! Haha meet my little brother. This was taken in Jakarta. I miss Jakarta:( I definitely can stay there much longer than i can in KL. This is definitely a fact. I dread KL. I think the only exciting bit that i'm actually looking forward to is decorating my room. Mmmhmm. Sad case.
Ameera Tiara
Day 02: A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.
Day 03: A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04: A picture of your favourite night.
Day 05: A picture of your favourite memory.
Day 06: A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07: A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08: A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09: A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10: A picture of the person you do the most crazy things with.
Day 11: A picture of something you hate.
Day 12: A picture of something you love.
Day 13: A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14: A picture of something you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15: A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16: A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18: A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19: A picture and a letter.
Day 20: A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.
Day 21: A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22: A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23: A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24: A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25: A picture of your favorite day.
Day 26: A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27: A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28: A picture of something you’re afraid of.
Day 29: A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30: A picture of someone you miss.
Day 03: A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04: A picture of your favourite night.
Day 05: A picture of your favourite memory.
Day 06: A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07: A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08: A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09: A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10: A picture of the person you do the most crazy things with.
Day 11: A picture of something you hate.
Day 12: A picture of something you love.
Day 13: A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14: A picture of something you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15: A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16: A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18: A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19: A picture and a letter.
Day 20: A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.
Day 21: A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22: A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23: A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24: A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25: A picture of your favorite day.
Day 26: A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27: A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28: A picture of something you’re afraid of.
Day 29: A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30: A picture of someone you miss.
Meet Ameera Tiara. Known her since primary school. And we only got close around primary 6? When she sat in front of me in class. Haha. She's always been there in times of good and bad. Though she looks drunk in that picture but haha i hope you don't mind meera! Currently she's taking up medicine and lately we've been skyping lots! can't wait to see her next week as she's having her semester exams at the moment. I used to think she was weird back when we were small because she was so into insects and animals that she'd catch big beetles and play them in class. Now? She loves to karaoke, chill out and just go crazy. Haha we always have our crazy moments together.
Sunday, January 08, 2012
Moment of silence that kills.
Here we are standing facing each other, each holding a loaded gun ready to pull the trigger. The question is who starts? I gave up and let go a day before new years eve last year and you kept telling me you're sorry about it and that you love me. And just last night you told me the same thing and i told you to fight for me and you said okay, and now i showed you the song you tell me don't? God. You're still so confused.
Now the question is, what am i gonna do about that?
Now the question is, what am i gonna do about that?
Public again?
I've been turning my privacy mode on and off for the couple of weeks. Yes indecisive. Then i figured, what is the point of blogging and letting my thoughts out if it's not heard? Probably for certain personal issues but then again, come to think about it, i don't really blog every single detail anyways. I'd probably blog and vent out how i feel but not the whole entire thing. Just what really bugs me and i couldn't take it no longer, so i decided to burst. Otherwise, i'd turn to friends (you know who you are) and just talk it out instead.
So my first week of january so far, so good. Except the whole relationship issue which i haven't really gone past that. There's still so much to figure out. Seriously the most complicated thing i've landed myself into. Though S Club 7's song "Have you ever" really suits my situation right now. Enjoy!:D
So my first week of january so far, so good. Except the whole relationship issue which i haven't really gone past that. There's still so much to figure out. Seriously the most complicated thing i've landed myself into. Though S Club 7's song "Have you ever" really suits my situation right now. Enjoy!:D
Friday, January 06, 2012
Quote
Self esteem is more than just feeling good about yourself. It's the glue that holds you together when things get uncomfortable or tough. It's a way for you to learn from your mistakes and to trust your gut when it's time to make a decision.
Tuesday, January 03, 2012
What is love?
What Is Love
Love is a slow kiss goodnight
It is anticipation.
Love is an imperfection in yourself not bothering you.
It is acceptance.
Love is passing up an opportunity because the time isn't right yet.
It is patience.
Love is a back massage that starts above the hairline and ends around the innersoles.
It is exploration.
Love is not having to say, "Let's make love", because you know what the other person wants.
It is understanding.
Love is being given an honest chance to say no when you thought you were committed.
It is consideration.
Love is saying the perfect phrase to make a solemn embrace dissolve into giggles.
It is humor.
Love is being told, "Stop and I'll kill you".
It is desire.
Love is reviewing the damage to your living room and realizing personal effects are strewn in a clockwise pattern from the front door to the bedroom.
It is abandonment.
Love is seeing what your lover really looks like for the first time.
It is truth.
Love is knowing what time it is and not caring.
It is joy.
Love is the arms around you tightening their embrace.
It is ecstasy.
Love is telling a person, if you have to leave, you will let them sleep, and being told they would rather be awakened.
It is tenderness.
Love is waking up to find the subject of the dream you were having asleep on your shoulder.
It is where fantasy meets reality.
Love is being there to wake your lover........slowly.
It is sensuousness.
Love is belatedly knowing why you bought a king size bed three years ago.
It is practicality.
Love is two people only taking up a third of a king size bed.
It is closeness.
Love is knowing you gave the extra set of keys to the right person.
It is trust.
Love is saying goodbye and knowing you will be back by mutual consent.
It is faith.
Love is stretching your arms and discovering the real meaning of the word "sore".
It is a lesson in human fragility.
Love is opening your medicine cabinet and finding your toothpaste turned into a pretzel.
It is adaptation.
Love is sitting at the window, looking out, and remembering who you were with the night before.
It is reflection.
Love is hearing the weather forecast for a winter storm, and wishing you could spend it in bed with your lover.
It is loneliness.
Love is stories that will never be told.
It is personal.
Love is a slow kiss goodnight
It is anticipation.
Love is an imperfection in yourself not bothering you.
It is acceptance.
Love is passing up an opportunity because the time isn't right yet.
It is patience.
Love is a back massage that starts above the hairline and ends around the innersoles.
It is exploration.
Love is not having to say, "Let's make love", because you know what the other person wants.
It is understanding.
Love is being given an honest chance to say no when you thought you were committed.
It is consideration.
Love is saying the perfect phrase to make a solemn embrace dissolve into giggles.
It is humor.
Love is being told, "Stop and I'll kill you".
It is desire.
Love is reviewing the damage to your living room and realizing personal effects are strewn in a clockwise pattern from the front door to the bedroom.
It is abandonment.
Love is seeing what your lover really looks like for the first time.
It is truth.
Love is knowing what time it is and not caring.
It is joy.
Love is the arms around you tightening their embrace.
It is ecstasy.
Love is telling a person, if you have to leave, you will let them sleep, and being told they would rather be awakened.
It is tenderness.
Love is waking up to find the subject of the dream you were having asleep on your shoulder.
It is where fantasy meets reality.
Love is being there to wake your lover........slowly.
It is sensuousness.
Love is belatedly knowing why you bought a king size bed three years ago.
It is practicality.
Love is two people only taking up a third of a king size bed.
It is closeness.
Love is knowing you gave the extra set of keys to the right person.
It is trust.
Love is saying goodbye and knowing you will be back by mutual consent.
It is faith.
Love is stretching your arms and discovering the real meaning of the word "sore".
It is a lesson in human fragility.
Love is opening your medicine cabinet and finding your toothpaste turned into a pretzel.
It is adaptation.
Love is sitting at the window, looking out, and remembering who you were with the night before.
It is reflection.
Love is hearing the weather forecast for a winter storm, and wishing you could spend it in bed with your lover.
It is loneliness.
Love is stories that will never be told.
It is personal.
True love
“true love is when you care enough for another person to allow them the space and time they need to become all they can be.”
Day 1: A picture of myself with 10 facts.
Day 01: A picture of yourself with 10 facts.
Day 02: A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.
Day 03: A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04: A picture of your favourite night.
Day 05: A picture of your favourite memory.
Day 06: A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07: A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08: A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09: A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10: A picture of the person you do the most crazy things with.
Day 11: A picture of something you hate.
Day 12: A picture of something you love.
Day 13: A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14: A picture of something you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15: A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16: A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18: A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19: A picture and a letter.
Day 20: A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.
Day 21: A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22: A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23: A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24: A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25: A picture of your favorite day.
Day 26: A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27: A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28: A picture of something you’re afraid of.
Day 29: A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30: A picture of someone you miss.
1. I loathe and disgust cicak!!!!
2. I like drinking plain warm water. Simple as that.
3. I love the color pink! On top of all my other favorite color like, turquoise, light pink, yellow, white, apple green. Sometimes i feel as if i like ALL colors.
4. I much prefer an iphone to a blackberry. GO APPLE!
5. Most of the time, i do things according to my mood. So i guess, my mood plays a huge role in whatever i do for the day.
6. I much prefer sunrise to sunset. It's like seeing the world wake up. And to me, that's beautiful and priceless.
7. I'm a sucker for romance. And anything love, romantic sentimentality related.
8. I procrastinate a LOT
9. I love watching tv series! You name it, gossip girl, how i met your mother, glee, the walking dead, pretty little liars.
10. I can sometimes be quiet (doesn't quite implies that i'm shy. but i might just be tired of talking. yeah i'm weird like that. i can be tired of talking while some people seem like they can talk forever!) and i can be super loud too! when my adrenaline kicks in and im feeling craaaaaaaaaaaazay.
Day 02: A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.
Day 03: A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04: A picture of your favourite night.
Day 05: A picture of your favourite memory.
Day 06: A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07: A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08: A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09: A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10: A picture of the person you do the most crazy things with.
Day 11: A picture of something you hate.
Day 12: A picture of something you love.
Day 13: A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14: A picture of something you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15: A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16: A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18: A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19: A picture and a letter.
Day 20: A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.
Day 21: A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22: A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23: A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24: A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25: A picture of your favorite day.
Day 26: A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27: A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28: A picture of something you’re afraid of.
Day 29: A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30: A picture of someone you miss.
1. I loathe and disgust cicak!!!!
2. I like drinking plain warm water. Simple as that.
3. I love the color pink! On top of all my other favorite color like, turquoise, light pink, yellow, white, apple green. Sometimes i feel as if i like ALL colors.
4. I much prefer an iphone to a blackberry. GO APPLE!
5. Most of the time, i do things according to my mood. So i guess, my mood plays a huge role in whatever i do for the day.
6. I much prefer sunrise to sunset. It's like seeing the world wake up. And to me, that's beautiful and priceless.
7. I'm a sucker for romance. And anything love, romantic sentimentality related.
8. I procrastinate a LOT
9. I love watching tv series! You name it, gossip girl, how i met your mother, glee, the walking dead, pretty little liars.
10. I can sometimes be quiet (doesn't quite implies that i'm shy. but i might just be tired of talking. yeah i'm weird like that. i can be tired of talking while some people seem like they can talk forever!) and i can be super loud too! when my adrenaline kicks in and im feeling craaaaaaaaaaaazay.
Am i seriously doing this again?
Day 01: A picture of yourself with 10 facts.
Day 02: A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.
Day 03: A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04: A picture of your favourite night.
Day 05: A picture of your favourite memory.
Day 06: A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07: A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08: A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09: A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10: A picture of the person you do the most crazy things with.
Day 11: A picture of something you hate.
Day 12: A picture of something you love.
Day 13: A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14: A picture of something you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15: A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16: A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18: A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19: A picture and a letter.
Day 20: A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.
Day 21: A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22: A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23: A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24: A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25: A picture of your favorite day.
Day 26: A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27: A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28: A picture of something you’re afraid of.
Day 29: A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30: A picture of someone you miss.
Okay. I know i've been putting up things like this on my tumblr or blogger for like a gazillion times and never quite finish them! I vow to finish this one this time! Pinky promise! LETS DO THIS SHIT!
This would officially be my first post of 2012. Initially, wanted to post a post on the 1st of January instead but i couldn't bring myself to blog. And just an update of quotes like i normally do (?) wouldn't quite feel and look as if i'm welcoming the new year at all.
So lots of people has been asking me whether or not i'm okay? After finding out that me and jon sort of broke up? Honestly, i'm still not okay. And come to think of it, i don't think we even broke up. It doesn't even feel like a break up. Even he said so himself. I think what is really happening between us now is that we're taking our time off from this relationship. It's quite hard to really know the problem? Because our friend here (Jon) isn't quite used to opening up. Well, it's either that or he just really is plain confused. I think he still is til now. So hence, the take time off comes in.
Confused about what you might wonder? Lots of things, religion (yes, mainly thats the biggest issue here), uni's starting for the both of us (uni just started for him today. sooooo yeah), and trust.
But above it all, we still love each other very much. Hence, the confusedness intertwines. Everything feels like a giant, massive, turmoil. Sucking every bit of happiness we have left in us. Probably taking this time off is a good idea after all. We're gonna talk again on the 29th. That time, i'll be in KL. He texted me on new years midnight wishing me a happy new year and saying that he wished i was there with him and stuffs. And then he began saying that he wants to meet me up the next day and on monday (the day he'll be flying off) before he leaves. But i turned him down. Because! He wanted the time off remember? Sigh. It hurt turning him down. And it hurt not sending him off. But we're taking time off.
The main problem now for me is that, how am i supposed to treat him while we're taking time off? How do i regard him? As a friend? Not quite right. As a lover? Not right neither. HAIH. This is the most complicated shit i've ever landed myself into!
Guess so far that's that for new years eve update. I'll be posting up pictures from my vacation soon! I haven't even transferred pictures from my camera nor my phone into the laptop. And also from the beach party! It was sooooooooo fun! Which made me wanna go to the beach party on new years too! But was texted by munich (the organizer) saying that there were no coverage charge or something? So we all assumed there'll be lots of pilaks going. Which made me turn heads to chocolate factory! But then again, i couldn't go. Family wanted me to spend new years with them. Haha. OH wells. There's always next time!
So here's to 2012. May it brings us less disappointments, more good memories and a worthwhile roller coaster adventure. Cheers everyone.
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