Friday, December 30, 2011

Kiss me slowly

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Sorry but i don't think i'm able to blog about what happened today. And probably til the next few days. Let the new year opens another book for me. Not a chapter mind you. I'm done with this book. It's time to keep it on the shelf. I don't think i'll be looking at it anytime soon. Perhaps one day if i want to look at it and reminisce back into memory lane.

But for now, i bid you goodbye.

21 months

Happy 21 months hubby.
I love you.



Kiss me slowly

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Pictures!

Pictures as promised:D

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Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character.

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.
- - Frank Outlaw

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

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“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure… that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.” -Veronica A. Shoffstall

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas everyone!

Merry Christmas everyone! It's been a while since I've last update this blog. Sorry for the mia. Am actually still away for vacation. Going home soon though! In a couple of days I mean. Been away for two weeks plus.

Lots been happening lately. But not much pictures cause I was too lazy. Been busy shopping and enjoying eating. Haha so pardon me for not taking lots of pictures. I can't wait for our trip to the states though! Would definitely visit Los Angeles, New York, Houston, Las Vegas and California! Those are my must visit places. Need to catch up with a few friends from the states.

I'm going out in a bit. I'll be posting pictures later tonight. Merry Christmas again everyone!:)

Saturday, December 17, 2011

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“When we say things like “people don’t change” it drives scientists crazy because change is literally the only constant in all of science. Energy. Matter. It’s always changing, morphing, merging, growing, dying. It’s the way people try not to change that’s unnatural. The way we cling to what things were instead of letting things be what they are. The way we cling to old memories instead of forming new ones. The way we insist on believing despite every scientific indication that anything in this lifetime is permanent. Change is constant. How we experience change that’s up to us. It can feel like death or it can feel like a second chance at life. If we open our fingers, loosen our grips, go with it, it can feel like pure adrenaline. Like at any moment we can have another chance at life. Like at any moment, we can be born all over again.”

— Grey’s Anatomy

Sunday, December 11, 2011

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Bad things happen to you to make you realize your true potential, strength, will power, and heart. Have faith and stay strong!

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Today's Relationship : You can touch each other, but not each other's phone.

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Maybe the reason why you have to stop loving a person is because fate chose both of you to be friends, when forever is a lot more possible.

Friday, December 09, 2011

Hangout with Elfiena

Had a hangout with elf day before yesterday. We had dinner in brass monkey and the dessert was heavenly. She claimed she had one of the best cream carbonara. Was it carbonara that she ordered? I think so. Hahahah. Anyways! Pictures up!

Relationships aren't supposed to be easy.

I’m willing to make it work if you are. As long as you put in effort, I will too. I don’t like when people give up so easily. I don’t think there’s ever really a right “time” to let someone go. If they mean something to you, you should try your hardest to keep them in your life no matter what. No one said finding the person for you was a walk in the park.

THIS!!! IS EXACTLY WHAT I NEED!!!!.
Ugh i just wished you see it the way I do.
I'm scared if i make you see it the way i do, then you're afraid to try.
But then again, that's when i know your love isn't as strong as mine.
And that i should let you go. 

Perfectly me

I learned that I’m the kind of girl who believes in the odds of forever. I believe in building foundations and starting slow. I believe in the romantic notion of spending your life with someone who has seen you through ages and temperaments and moments of shame. I believe in keeping a commitment with someone who has seen you through numbers: birthdays, pounds lost, pounds gained, people leaving, people dying. I believe in testing friendship over time. I believe that the most naked you can get with someone is in the middle of a deep conversation and I believe in having those conversations with someone, hopefully for the rest of my lifetime. If you haven’t figured it out already, I’m one of those old-fashioned girls who actually hope to marry her best friend one day.

Thursday, December 08, 2011

Fact 10#


The story of my life atm:/

Fact 9#

I guess they're right. Cause i fell in love with your heart.
Probably why its so hard to let go.

Fact 8#


I remember how you used to piggy back ride me around school after school hours
& during holidays when we had to go school for the handbook matters.
When no one was around.


I miss that:'(

Worst feelings I've had so far.

Love

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

Wednesday, December 07, 2011

Enough

Honestly I think I've been patient long enough.

I'm going to put an end to this and not make you treat me like a toy. I'm not something you can on or off whenever you like. I'm not something you can want one minute and throw me away the next.

I wouldn't allow you to use me or play me. You are clearly not the guy I fell in love with. Cause that guy isn't rude, selfish and conceited. He's not bloody ignorant as you are. And definitely not as heartless as you are.

The thing that annoyed me was how sudden this was. We were actually going great. It is obvious that you just either have something for that girl or perhaps another girl or you're just too busy getting caught up and trying to fit in your music field.

Ever since school finish, you've changed. Ever since you've ventured into this field. You've changed.

It's sad to see you turning into someone I don't know anymore. Someone I will never fall in love with. Someone i barely knew at all.

Tuesday, December 06, 2011

Love advice

my boyfriend is the worst ever - you can't imagine. i've cried myself to sleep everyday for about two weeks. he tells me he cares about me, but i know he doesn't and i don't want to be alive anymore. i'm sick of feeling like shit every single day - he's so two faced and hypocritical and i honestly don't know what to do anymore. my school is quite small, so i see him everyday; so i can't get over him, there are no other guys to help me get over him either. it's been a year and a half. :( xx

 Anonymous
well, i think the best thing to do is just break up with him. he’s not worth your tears! You DON’T need a guy to be happy. And being single is more fun anyway! Think about it, is it really worth being so upset? You might really like him, but he doesn’t have your best intentions. You have to look after yourself before anyone else. Besides, I believe there’s someone out there for everyone. You’re still young, and you have plenty of time to find someone. But that’s just my opinion. YOU know what’s best for yourself.
If you want to stop feeling bad though, you need to find the source of it…and then get rid of it.
Hope I could help <3

Him

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This is such a cute and nice wedding souvenir!
Will keep this in mind;)

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Irish Wristwatch

Om mom mom


The next time i bake, i'm gonna try and make this! 
Stuff that cookie with some oreo yeayur.

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When it's over and it's gone, you almost wish that
you could have all the bad stuffs back do that you can have the good.

Pictures from his 19th birthday surprise and 20th monthsary.