Beautiful morning.

Me and tiara:D

He came out on the tv. Hahaha.

HEHHHHHHHH.
Last night was horrible. till this morning.
Im not talking to any of them.
Started since last night.
I extremely feel like shit.
It turns out tashyia also fought with her mom. haha.
And she invited me over cause shes so lonely now but turns out i found with mine too. so i told her next sunday:)

yesterday nina went to her friends house. pretty big for a semi detached and i like her room. bina followed us. i just sent them. hehe.

had jafri after 2 weeks. haha. talked to joanna:) she's nice. then uhm. i still havent got to go buy my hard disk and dvds. well looking at the situation now i dont think i can get it any sooner.

i hate my life!

GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE!

amrita my love.

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD MORNINGGGGGGG!:)

i slept at around 1 last night. i mean this morning. ahha. and uhh today got mr jafri. and then uhhhh. what else?more shopping! yes yes.

klah i dont really have much to update about. tehees. till later darlings.

He puts me up high on a pedestal

my baby:]

Finally! Pang approved! I'm so happy + relieved + excited and everything lah!
Can't wait to pick out a dress. & uhmm shop with him. hahaha.
I bring him into the fitting room again;) aahhah. kidding.

We had merdeka closing ceremony for peringkat sekolah just now. laungkan merdeka 3 times. haha. screamed our lungs out while singing jalur gemilang, wawasan 2020, and tanggal 31. it was fun lah. especially the performance by 5Sf.

Our aerobic won 1st place while singing goes to 4stk. they deserved it laaah. we didn't expect to win except just to have fun:)

then uhm monday's a holiday. more shopping i hope? and i got piano replacement that day too. at 10am. what else? nyum. i seriously need to not be such a lazy ass anymore. but i can't help it. gahh. i got to be determine. strong will power! yeah baby!:D

need to do the report on the seminar and also one more what was it ah? im trying to remember what else should i do. oh yeah! oral's script. and have to find nilai for bm's pembentangan.
nyum what else? uhhhh. chong didn't come today. so did anna and iris and michelle's whole table except michelle herself and ann.

i've got so much to do yet so little time!damnit. gaaaah. i told you 24 hours is never enough.i have to go pray again. he asked me to. hahaha. change for the better i must say. right right right?

Okay so had the ceramah today. It was okay lah. Very boring and most of us slept the whole time but it was worth it:D got to skip school ya know?

Then uhm yeah he came. I made him go too. haha. we took pictures. well not us both but i took of him got lah. and uhmm had piano in the afternoon. tapau-ed sate in the evenings. read thanks for the memories a little and finally! sarah reads jodi picoult! it's about time one of my friends realized that she's a good author. i tried asking christine and chong but noooo they dont want. so now i know that whenever i find good books i tell sarah. SARAH! you do the same kan? (if you're reading lah)

Then uhmmm. i feel like baking cookies but my oven's not done yet. dang. i cant wait for hari raya. and for the first time ever i feel relieved! so relieved that i finally understand everything now. well almost to the very last piece of the puzzle. that is "if i do like a boy should i keep it all to myself" i finally understand now why my parents dont want me involving myself in a relationship. that was why i wanted to tell you what my oral was about.

i wish i can write much longer but i have to go. it's 11.47 and i have to get up early. got lots of stuffs to do tomorrow and one of them is singing! i didnt choose to sing okay? teacher asked. gaaah on stage! wish me luck! xo.

LECHUMI GILA.

playing webcam with lechumi now.
will update you about my oral later.
had oral for two hours man.
well nearly two hours.
with english anything can happen:D

nyum what else?
chatted with muzameel just now (cousin)
he really got into tv3 after all.
my mom was right. hahaha.

better go now. meeting him tonight.
update later! if my sister's not using the laptop again lah.
and if i have time:D teehee.


edit 1#
well i managed to sneak on the laptop.
currently smsing farah and luke.
about oral? well yeah we talked about familia and luqman. i didnt started it okay? teacher did. she was totally cool about it cause i wrote about him in exam anyways. she remembered my story and said its very real and she just had to ask about it. so yeah. well i need to get ready for tomorrow. going for a seminar in putrajaya. i'll update then including pictures with amrita my long lost neighbour. hahaha. see ya!xo.

a long time ago when i was 6.

I finally have skype!:) and im making AOL too. yaaay. I feel so sakai. HAHAHA. Oh well. I slept during maths today. and uhmmm yeah. i didnt ate sahur this morning to bayar balik puasa. hahaha. yes so thats why i skipped drums. dont really feel like doing anything. and uhmm fought with mummy last night cause of ryan. JUST BECAUSE I DIDNT PUT HIM IN BED BY 10! sheeesh.

uhm uhm what else? i dunno. cant really think now. sigh. i got lots of homework and gots lots of housework to do. but i just too lazy to do anything. seriously! i never felt this weak before.

btw ryan wanna use for a while. see you darlings later.

GOSSIP GIRL!

i kinda missed the apartment.

No one falls in love by choice,
it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance,
it is by WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance,
it is by CHOICE

So spent my holidays watching gossip girl!:D hahahaha. seriously! i'm in love with mind you. damn. i love s. i never thought b's a good friend though she can be such a bitch sometimes. chuck bass is hahahah. he's awesome la for a guy and nat's hot. fucking hot. dan, well he's cute but i hate georgina. grrr.

so yeah today had school as usually. was dreading to go to school. ask him. he'll know. i've been complaining to him. ahhaha. so uhmm what else? chong cut her hair in class today. and uhh im going for a ramadhan seminar this thursday. get to skip school. yay! im bringing gossip girl to school tomorrow and uhhh im making luqman watch it too!hahahahah. he's my girlfriend:D

nyeh what else happened? hrrm. oh yeah pang as usual. don't approved on sutera harbour. like we f care. eheh. we're gonna bring her down man! and assembly just now was seriously long! cause of stupid pang of course. sheesh. so yeah.


xoxo.

Talk is cheap. Dont you think so?

HEH. what a way to enjoy my holidays!

will update you about it laters.

My lips so lucious!:D

That's what he gave me for my birthday:)

Uploaded it in photobucket sudah.
The pictures from the trip that is.
HEREEEEEEEE

Well hope you enjoy it.
I totally forgot there was school today.
Its too late now.
I forgot to tell my parents all about it some more.

So yeah.
Having mr lim later at 1 and gonna develop the pictures to send it to ros:]
Sarahhhh i miss her. hahahah.
Nothing much to update about.
oh oh oh oh!
i forgot after coming back from kl farah bought me a present.
its sort of like a bag or also a pencil case.
its cute and pink and lacey. and soft!
haha.

I'll show it to you guys later.
Gotta clean up my laptop now.
Dang banyak unsorted stuffs!
Cacth ya later bitches.

Finally able to convinced my parents to say yes, at the last minute there's another plan.
and now not so sure if we will be watching movies or not.
ish. whatever lah.

i'm looking at the bright side.
i got lots of homework to catch up on anyways.
and tashyia invited me over to her place.
so yeah got nothing to lose except watching the movie with farah and luqman.
eeeyer.

the trip! yes yes.
very fun.satisfying!
pictures later lah.
and and uhmm i made a new friend.
ros:) 15. and masyitah. 12.
weeeee:]

MY SATURDAY SUCKED LIKE HELL.
Fucker.
Was first time free the whole day,but noooooooooooooooooo
we just HAD to didnt go out.

today again.
heh.
im pissed off.

August 15th.
La salle installation.
not going.
farahs coming back today.
:)

played in class the whole day.
we dressed sarah up in salotape and wrapping paper.
she looked like a retarded clown.
seriously hilarious.
hahaha.

then uhm played cluedo and uhhh iris didnt come to school.
we also played the game of life.
cant wait for next tues!
having lunch soon.
bye!

im updating after coming back from physics.
anyways, uhm my night's not so good.
i kinda said something seriously rude to daddy.
it was about the house.
but whatever lah. he called me cruel.
heh.

and as for him, we're fighting again.
over some stupid video.

seriously bullshit la i tell you.
i wish im somewhere in venus or mars where i dont need shits like this.
like what the fuck man.
i cant wait to get out from here.

yesterday had exchanged students from nagasaki, japan.
yuuka, yoshiko and nana.
17,19 and 16 respectively.
they were okay. but i guess they couldnt keep up with our english.

didnt really talk to them cause most of the time the anime freaks ppl talked to them so yeah.
hey i gotta go eat lunch.shit.brb

thanks for coming you guys.

Finally got my internet back on!
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

9^th August 2008

So my dinner was last night. It was okaylah. Around 11 ppl came out of 19.

Ill post up pictures soon!

Uhm uh adam came late. Haha aarieff couldn’t make it. He’s in Sarawak. Went to amirah’s party before that. Didn’t know anybody there man. But whatever lah.

Talked to adam foo. Hahahahaha. Weird boy.

Nothing much lah to update about. Im kinda tired ba actually.

On 7^th of August we moved house. Yes now the 4^th day sudah.

Still got workers doing some work and all.

I sleep near the windowJ

An every morning you’re able to see the mountain from my window. I think lah. Hahaha.

I love my gate and uhm the doorbell!

Can change songs:D

I’ll be having my own studio and drums! And home theatre will be upstairsJ

Cant wait for hari raya. So by then friends could come over!

So yeah basically that’s it.

About to go out with kak miza now.

See ya babes

Btw I love my hubby’s present and belle and elles. Thanks for coming you guys:]

4^th August 2008

Mummy woke me up today.

She wised me happy birthday sayingJ

Was abit late to school. Daddy sent me. Hehe.

Got my shoelace mixed up too.

But it all got better after lechumi (mohana) hugged me and said happy birthday.

Hahaha

With all my girls surrounding me. Mohana squirted me with water almost the whole time man. After pulang also. That lechumi kan. During English period we were asked to express monsoon history with sounds. So there was a line soak and curls. They soaked me with water and show my curls. Damn man. But nevertheless I love my girls.

Finally knew our bod. Ahaha well im okay with my post. At least its something I love doing. Photography!:) I know its low but whatever. I think it’s the most least stressful job. Ever. Unlike secretary. God I hate doing reports. Haha so yeah. So far that’s what happened lah. My party’s this Saturda. Aftermoving house! Get to skip school on Thursday and Friday btw!yay!:D

3^rd August 2008

Woke up around 8. was so tired. Ryan was at golf. Went out to buy pizza around 10 something. Sent my phone and went to the party.

{at the party}

Arrived casually next thing I know everybody’s carrying me and threw me into the pool with jeans and shirt without bringing extra clothes people! Damnit. They huyung hayang me again. Lots of pictures and videos with Christine. Fun lah. Seriously was in the water for 4 hours. Played lots. Ate lots. We are now fat and happy ladies.

I missed him lots btw. Kept thinking about him today. After party went home shower since ive got sugar and butter on my hair! Ooh oohh! We strip each other in the pool. Leaving just the bra. I was the first victim btw. I got so tired of fighting back in the water when everybody held my hands and legs. Dang. Well what else can I do? Ann cubit ppl for defense. Christine keras muscle. We opened sarah’s bra. Haha. Accidentally! And they kissed each other. It was fun lah. We became gay and fat.

Well had dinner at fish and co. teringin. Now at home. Gonna talk 2 him soon.

Toodles!:)

2^nd august 2008

Big day. Tiring day. Exciting day. Fun day. You name it. Spent time shopping the whole morning and afternoon looking for the perfect flower, shoe and handbag. Final touch for the night.

He was busy making his hair and getting everything ready since he’s part of the committee who organized the night.

The night was okaylah, I guess. Cant wait for ours though. Heeh.

Skipped tuition for shopping. Its been 2 weeks in a row already I skipped tuition. Matilah. Nyum.. I looked spainish! I guess??:D that’s what nina said lah. Oh I would love to put up pictures but im not the one updating. Heeh. I asked my p.a to do the job. Up to him lah if he can put the pictures. Sometimes he said his wireless sot sot the line. Im moving this Thursday so no worries, by then I got internet cause I already asked mummy and daddy to fix the line.

He said I was supposed to be ms summer but as carol entered with the ravishing red tube dress, it went to her because apparently Kevin who was mr summer was in red. So matching lah. I was in pink maroonish pink? Sort of.

It ended so soon. Though its from 7-11, it felt so skejap. Seriously! Maybe its cause of the food. Kesian my baby. He only ate one piece of fish and bowl of rice and a few pieces of chicken. He kept moving around ba. Busy finding the mr and mrs season ppl. He was so handsome that night. Finally grown up. Awww. Last yr he was still budakish. Adidas shoes and just fomal shirt and all. Haha. I like to tease him. But yeah.

He’s an awesome man, guy, guyman. Haha.

Sarah went there with awing. Jude wasn’t there. Fay and Emily was. Sat next to Mirabelle and my baby. Brought home sarah’s phone and her dad’s tie and hers and awangs ticket. Haha hilarious moment before that. As in the time she arrived and luqman went inside girls toilet. Hahah. Fun lah. Then uhm I won lucky draw! Didn’t see that coming. Luqman didn’t dance again this year. I must boost his confidence up. Seriously I think during holidays I wana train him. Haha takkan during graduation dinner or something still don’t dace? Sayanglah. High school memories kan? Well that’s all for 2^nd of August 2008. btw elreena president, belle vice and wendy secretary. My hubby’s social service. Mirabelle iuday director. Finally reacher home at near midnight. Then my phone went dead. As in rosak I know! Perfect timing kan?

I'm appealing insanity your grace.

Thursday (31^st july 2008)

So far what has happened

Stupid jahanam the teacher.

Did you know what happened?

Okay so yesterday was prefects installation day.

As expected, Ann’s head prefect, Geraldine Una and Satmit Kaur’s vice.

It was certainly a waste to go school yesterday.

Had no studies at all!

So we 3 (Chong,Christine,Me) went next door to 4 SF with Petrene. Sarah didn’t come to school, everyone else was everywhere.

That stupid Zahara suddenly came in after Junaidah (one sporting teacher)

She didn’t realized us at first until she asked Chong to face her and then she realized she never saw chong before. So blablablabla we were halau-ed.

Then petrene got sick of her, she escaped. That jahanam teacher found out and now she’s calling petrene’s parents.

Stupid bitch oh that teacher.

Whatever lah.

So yeah.

Had Australian Mathematics Competition just now. Don’t ask. Am only confident in the first page. Heh.

Had no piano today. And uhm the turtle neck’s ready!:)

I’m wondering how am I gonna eat this sat. my mouth’s still sore and I can barely chew. Damnit. Michelle’s party this week!:)

Making mine next week lah.

Nyum what else?

Guess that’s about it.

Toodles darlings.

Edit 1#

Oh shitz! I forgot one more thing. Just now during English period, we were having a court session. It was supposingly a debate but somehow rather it became a court session. Dang man! You should have seen us! We were so fucking loud. We were defending characters from looking for a rain god by Bessie head in literature class. Our group (group 1) Mokgobja [old man who told his son ramadi to sacrifice his children], group 2 (ramadi), group 3 (children), group 4 (the women), haha! I can remember vividly how debra plead insane to the judge with a possibility of mokgobja being senile and old and mohana who accused mokgobja for being manipulative, taking advantage of their father-son bond to sacrifice his children to the rain god so they’ll have rain again. But it was actually the women who’s the be blamed. For it was stated in the book “ramadi’s nerves were smased by the wailing of the women”. But heck, its just a story.

Klah that’s all buh bye!